I really need a pair of listening ears right now, but who is there for me to pour everything to? I guess it's only this space over here, which I've been using for the past few mths for me to pour my unhappiness to..

I'm really getting tired.. Tired of every single thing that happened recently.. Why must it happen on me but not someone else? Why does God always chooses me over the others? Haven't I got enough obstacles in my life already?

I understand that life is full of ups and downs, but why must I be undergoing in just a short period of time? Set backs.. set backs.. And more set backs, what else can I see coming except for all these rubbish.

I used to tell my friends that it's better for them to tell someone else their problems so that the someone else can share the burden or even help them out in their situation. Bottling up doesn't help at all, but now I know, it's easier said than done. I reckon there will be much people who can really understand the situation that I'm in right now, so I might as well keep it inside me?

Now I know, the world is cruel, reality hurts and disappointment sucks.