School had started for those Poly students, and I'm stucked at home without a job and still depending on my dad's pocket money each week. I should be working a part time job now normally like any others and helping my dad with his work load. But instead I'm jobless and shaking my leg at home everyday and waiting for time to pass by aimlessly. And how I wish I can be like any other Poly students, waking up early and going to school. At least I won't be troubled over this burden of not helping my dad relieving his burden. Damn it.

Some people might say that I'm may be using this time now to rest before getting enlisting, but by the time I get enlisted, it's still a few months time before that. I should be getting an income stable job and giving my dad allowance instead of my dad giving me allowance each week cause I'm not working. You all might feel that, it's good that your dad is giving you allowance even though you are not working, but the fact is that, my dad has been giving me allowance since I started studying. Shouldn't it be time for me to be repaying this to my dad?

Birthday in just a few days time, no plans of celebrating as I find it no point at all. The celebration will not be as the same as before anyway. So I find it meaningless to celebrate it, it's just another normal day in the calender. Buddies are away in Taiwan for holiday and training, left with me and a couple of friends, the atmosphere will not be even there even if I plan to have a celebration isn't it? With no income, there's not much places I can think of going too, Singapore is just way too small in my point of view. Even if I want to go overseas for a celebration, it's also too late and rush to make all these arrangements.

Graduation Ceremony is approaching as well, it's another thing that requires money. I'm thinking whether to ask from my dad or fork it out myself. The rental of the graduation gown requires money, and I need to tailor make my formal wear as well. All these requires money, why is that all the problems in my life had got to do with money? Damn, money is the root of all evil. And Temasek Poly even sent me emails regularly reminding me of the 20 cents fine that I owe them, if I don't pay that fine, I won't be able to attend the Graduation Ceremony and get my Diploma as stated in the booklet. Damn. Luckily I passed my matric card to Angela and she's helping me to pay the fine. =x Thanks~ =D