I've been neglecting my blog for quite some time, cos I'm lazy to update and lack of stuffs to update. Life's been rather routine for me lately, waking up in the day and then going online, playing Xbox360, eat, watch tv and then go to bed. The cycle goes on and on and on for everyday...

Worked at IT show 2 weeks ago for Senses in Starhub Roadshow, the 4 days work was hell for us. Explained stuffs for hours non stop, getting sorethroat almost at the end of first day at work. Lots of typical singaporean came to the booth asking what are the freebies we are giving out, indians and cheenas sticking so close to me while I'm explaining things to them and nearly suffocated me. But well, the 4 days of work might be tiring, but still it was fun and the pay was good. =D

Have been staying at home lately after the roadshow ended, went to school and collected my testimonial last week. Met my classmates and some schoolmates which I might not see them any time soon cos we are all going separate paths anyway. But still my class is going to organise a class BBQ during the 4th of April, we wanted to organise a chalet in the first place, but we couldn't book the chalet cos it's rather late already. So we proceed with the BBQ plan instead. =D

And yeah, got an sms from Mindy few days ago telling us that her grandmother just passed away. It was quite a shocking news as we heard from her that her grandmother was quite a healthy person, and wei kiat just had dinner prepared by her grandmother last week. This really shows how vulnerable a person can get when he/she is getting old. But still, it's not a bad thing that her grandmother went to another world peacefully. So Choonwei, Meifong, Eric Gan and me attended the funeral on Monday night. Chit chat at the funeral and helped with folding of the incense paper. Went home around 12am that night on Eric's van.

Hmm.. Well this might be a boring post with all text, but I remembered mentioning before that I'll not be updating so frequetly and even if I update, it'd short and boring. Cos I've got no pics to upload etc. So bear with me.. This space is turning into a journal instead of a blog.. =/

Wow. I can't believe I just woke up not long ago from my sleep. Well I slept at 3am last night, planning to watch soccer, but was too tired and my dad will surely nag at me when he wakes up. So I went to sleep instead. Just ate my light lunch, will be meeting Junhao, Shir, Sarah and Shao a few hours later for dinner at tpy.

Memories, just such a special thing isn't it? I'm sure everybody in this world, every friends of mine have memories kept inside their heart. I'm not the exception as well. Memories are actually the best thing, or best gift in this world. Reason because no one can take it away from you, and because it's the best gift for you to receive after someone important in your life had left you. There's nothing that you can get better than memories of what you did with him/her during the happy times.

I remembered when my grandfather passed away a few years ago, I cried during the cremation session, not because everyone were crying and I got influenced, but because I remembered when I was still a kid, he used to give me sweets or chocs when I go over to his place. But when I was older, he suffered from Alzheimer's disease, he starts to forget a lot of us, and only remember some people. And this time, he's asking sweets and chocs from us. This really sets me thinking what was the reason behind for him to ask for that, when he can ask for more?

And yesterday while I was taking bus 119 to my friend's house, during the bus ride, I passed by a few places which made me recall some of the happy or sad events that had taken place a few years ago or recently at those places. While passing by these places, I actually had images of what's actually taking place when I was at those places with my friends. I smiled to myself upon recalling these events, it's such a unique thing memories had become as I still can have images of those happy moments inside my head. Well of course for sad moments, I still have images of them in my head as well, but I'm trying hard to change them into learning experience of my life, not letting them being stagnant as sad memories in my life anymore. I wish I can smile when I pass by these places the next time just like how I smiled when I recalled those happy moments.

Life is short, so why not live life in a happy and cheerful mood? Smile and laughter is always the best medicine, and best thing you can give to others. So smile~! =D

Not been updating lately, mainly because I'm still stucked at home since returning from the Genting trip. Hmmm.. I've invited several peeps over to this space over here, but I've got to make this clear; this blog will be acting like a diary that I will be writing my thoughts in certain entries, don't expect too much updates to be here at this space, I'll still be updating about my daily outings with my friends as well if there's a chance we happen to be having an outing.

Alright. Met up with the Rockstar clique last sunday, went to Mind Cafe at Dhoby Ghaut for board games session. It was fun and full of laughters, although Sarah and Shaowei joined us later, but still Shir, Justin & me enjoyed the session before the others reached. Went for dinner after the board game session at Hougang Mall Ajisen, LJunhao and Joanna joined us during that time. Then we headed to LJunhao's house to slack, chit chat and crapped around. Haha.

Mahjong session ytd with my poly classmates at Eric's house. It's fun as well, although I lost money again, but it's still fun playing mahjong with them. Nothing's much, only that jeremy spilled over a cup of ice tea at the coffee shop and stained my Fred Perry polo and my shorts. But luckily the stains can be washed away. =/

Have been feeling much better after coming back from Genting, sorted out my feelings and it's like I'm starting afresh once again. Everything's back to normal, I'm feeling perfectly fine, I'm not pretending anymore, I'm smiling and joking like I used to be. Although I still need some time to get over it. Fate and Luck is really the key of r/s I guess? But I've yet to get either one of that at the moment. I've been very unlucky for the past few years, even playing mahjong can lose.

Dejection is what I always get in my life upon rejection. But human always tends to get obstacles in their lives as they grow up, I'm sure not everyone can grow up and learn lessons in a very smooth way. If you happens to be one, then I'm sure you are definitely not a strong person. Cos it's from these obstacles, these failures or rejections that made you stronger, and yes. I'm sure I'm much more stronger than before, I'm starting to be much more optimistic and let go of things that are not meant to be mine. Why hold on to something when you know that you can't get it? Life still moves on, the earth still revolves and it will not stop a sec to take a look at you crying or whining.

I'm interested in learning Photography, anyone interested? But I need a SLR camera. Damn~