Alright, i noe it's been a lack of update once again. But basically dued to the presentations and other stuffs. And finally i finished my Psychology module. And no more presentations anymore. Shall not update on school stuffs.

My family members are quarreling once again, i will not say who, but i'm getting rather sicked of this. Although it's been a long time since the last quarrel took place, but whenever there's a quarrel, voices will be raised, all sorts of nonsense will come out. For some of my friends, they might know that my family have lots of problems, but they might not know the reasons or main cause to it as i didn't tell them much, or simply that that doesn't concern them. I've been keeping this to myself for a very very long time and many people might even think that, "I have a happy family". But the fact is, I yearn to have a happy family.

Whenever i see my friends, with happy families or parents whom dotes on them, I really envy them with those happiness that they have. But perhaps behind every happy families might also have problems that i'm facing right now, as we can say no one is perfect, that goes the same to every families as well. I've thought about it during times, that my dad is working very very hard to support this family, so he might not be able dote on me or my siblings like other parents do.

BUT seriously, i think that i did not dote on my dad as well, i'm not like other people being so filial to their parents. Perhaps it's the so called taking initiative lacking that led to this big gap between me and my dad, if i take the initiative first, perhaps this could narrow down the gap. I can understand he's been working hard, moreover, my school fees in poly now is a really huge burden to him. How i wish that i could just use the money in my CPF now to pay the remaining fees for my remaining semesters. But i couldn't touch that money, and my sis wants to go overseas for further studies. He's really tight with money as he's only earning less than 2k each month. And my current results in my school is making me worried as well, i'm afraid of having difficulties finding a job outside with just a diploma and no universities would want me in cos of bad results. Sigh.. I guess it's enough of this lengthy post already, i shall not say anymore further.

Stay tuned for my next update. =/