This few days had been such a boring period for me, i seem to be rotting at home and doing nothing, jobless and waiting for the staffs to call me upon my application to work. And i can only be allowed to work on weekends, how pathetic can that be when i'm in need of cash?

Well, went back to school today for the OLTC briefing, choonwei's not attending the camp anymore as he's going KL on the 16th of march, meaning i'm the only one attending it in our class, and the camp will be split into different grps, where i'll see lots of unfamiliar faces, i'm still wondering whether to attend it, since i'm jobless and i'm free from 14th to 16th of march. But 3D2N camping with ppl i dunno, it's a bit difficult for me as i can't adapt to it. Will see how it goes... Went to plaza singapura to eat before proceeding to play pool at ssc with choonwei, and while eating at mac, my sis sms-ed me and told me that there's slight tremors felt in their area, but choonwei and i didn't feel anything. And heard from the radio news that Indonesia Sumatra had a 6.8 earthquake. After eating went to play pool, nothing much to talk about, except for my breaking, my cue ball will fly out of the table whenever i break, and it's in the same direction somemore, so choonwei will be standing at that direction to prevent the cue ball from hitting others. Played until around 3pm plus and went home, reached home and felt darn boring, felt like going ssc again but no point, no one's there and it's raining.

Hmmm... Is it really true that someone will be thinking of the person that he/she thinks is the most important to them at the blink of death? I wonder is that really true, as i didn't undergo the stage of lingering between life and death. But who will i think when i'm about to die? I'm not sure also, as human being is the only living thing capable of concealing truth, and right now, i seem to conceal whatever i feel. If there's an empty space for me to pour everything in, i'll definitely do it...