Just woke up not long ago, reached home from vincent's house at ard 4am in the morning, slept at ard 5am. But i dun feel that tired at all, i dunno why, perhaps something's wrong with me.

Ytd was simply not my day, lost all my money in the wallet. So me gin and by went to vin house to play mahjong at around 2 plus, i did win a little during the middle of the game, but after that i lost all the winnings again. Simply too sway liao. So after playing mahjong, we ordered mac and ate before we proceed to play blackjack. Haha, what can i say, vin and i were like the most sway there. I lost about $20+ and vin lost more than that, lum was the winner when he took over the banker's position. He's too lucky ytd i must say. Den ard 10pm plus, bp andy yiuhei and shir came to bai nian. And they joined in the game also, shir was also quite lucky, she's playing $2 per game and she won quite alot also. And in conclusion, vincent and i were the ultimate losers ytd. LOLs. After that, kc went home, and we played a few more rds before we change to daidee, one card 10 cents. I also lost while playing that. What else can i sway except for the word sway... Ard 2am, we stopped and sat down together to talk talk. Got to know quite alot of things, "inside" news. Haha. Shall not mention here in my blog what's those news about, but wanna wish them the very best in their relationships.

I think i'll be staying single for quite some time, mainly because i'm not a very nice guy, and perhaps my expectation is too high, and i dun even have the good qualities. Seems like a toad yearning for a swan's flesh. Maybe even after i graduate from temasek poly, i'll consider to sign on for government service, depending on which unit i'll be posted to during NS. Hopefully if i like the lifestyle, i'll sign on. Because i just dun hav the talent in my current course, i dun even know whether i can get a job once i've graduated. What kind of job aspects will i have, how much will i earn per month, all these are like still a qns mark to me. I seriously regretted entering into this course, but what can i do, i'm not that rich to change to another course and pay the sch fees for another 1 more year in a new course. Moreover i still have NS to serve, i can't afford to waste another year in poly. But i can only blame myself, i shouldn't take things so easily.